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All your life you are told the things you cannot do. All your life they will say you're not good enough or strong enough or talented enough; they will say you're the wrong height or the wrong weight or the wrong type to play this or be this or achieve this. They will tell you no, a thousand times no until all the no's become meaningless. All your life they will tell no quite firmly & quickly and you will tell them YES.

All I Want For Christmas Is ...

Written on: 12/12/09 | Time: 9:23 PM

And you asked me what I want this year and I try to make this kind and clear, I don't need boxes wrapped in strings and designer love and empty things, I not going to be sappy and say "All I want for Christmas is you!". No, yenno what I really want for Christmas? I want Happiness .. I just wanna be happy. I wanna be able to wake up in the morning with a genuine smile, to go hang out with the people I love the most and know that I'm not faking any laughs, to live life to the fullest, without a care, without regret or doubt in my mind, to be able to go home and know that I'm wanted and feel like I actually belong there, to know that everything is alright and I don't have to struggle with anything, to be able to go to bed at night knowing I don't have to cry myself to sleep, I wanna know that it's not the end of the world and I got so much to live for, I wanna be able to see that there's still love out there, but I shouldn't worry about it now, I want to be able to feel safe and not alone for once, I want no more fuss, stress, tears, anxiety attacks, no more cuts, and bruises that hurt me physically, emotionally and mentally .. I don't want anything store bought, cause I know that it won't make me happy. Yea, sure I'll be happy for the meantime, but I won't be happy all the time. So all I want for Christmas, is something money can't buy .. I want HAPPINESS.

Santa Please? .. I'm trying to be good, is it enough for just one wish ..?

What is Happiness though? .. Apparently, happiness is a state of well-being characterized by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy. But what causes happiness? Is it friends, family, the small things in life or the big ones? Is it love? .. Honestly, I don't care if happiness is watching a crappy movie with someone special, or sleeping over at a friend's house during a winter storm and waiting for the morning to have a snowball fight, or just a small christmas gift or card from someone you haven't heard from for centuries. Whatever it is, I don't care, as long as it can make me smile .. cause if it can make me smile effortlessly, then that .. that's happiness to me.

Dominique Marie Reyes

Okay right off the bat, I'm in my last year of Notre Dame CSS, although I'm 17 I never act my age, I'm constantly reminded I act like a child, but who cares? being a kid is so much fun! I find happiness in cartoons especially Pokemon, I like stuff animals as girly as that seems. I love track and field and yet I don't run anymore, fail - lol. I love music, listening to it, playing it, `cause yes I can play an instrument (Alto Saxamophone & Guitar), but I don't love music theory, I'm pretty bad at that! I may sound like a piggy, but I love food. A LOT and apparently, I have a bottomless pit as a stomach and I have this forbidden love for MacDonalds, horrible addiction to Coke and frequent sugar highs, no lie those are the best highs. I'm talented when it comes to drawing and tend to doodle a lot in class. tsk tsk! I tend to waste my time playing solitaire because it helps me calm down as weird as it seems.

Well, I'm pretty pessimistic when it comes to explaining myself so I warn you beforehand I might not sound as great as I'm cut out to be. However, If I wasn't a good person, I wouldn't have so many friends who care about me deeply. I came down to the conclusion, from what people have told me in the past and what I finally agreed and accepted to be true is that I'm a very outgoing person, I have a great smile, I'm caring and I'm always there when someone needs me, Yes I can be really loud but my energy is like emitted out of me and ev'ryone feeds off it and we all get excited and loud. I can be nice at times but for the most part I try too, I am a hardworker when I put my mind to it but I usually tend to slack. I am VERY stubborn. I try my hardest to avoid past mistakes but I always seem to make the same ones over and over again, but that doesn't stop me from trying to be better right? I can .. shall we say be called a baby, I always need someone there to watch over me and protect me and I cry over most things but rarely in public - my room is my safe haven. I tend to overreact to ev'rything and be impulsive, I find most things pretty funny and I enjoying laughing. I've been through hell and back, and I've had my equal share of bad karma or maybe even more. However, I wouldn't trade any of it for the world, because the worse experiences only make you stronger, right? & Man, by now I should be as strong as Superman, haha. I'm kidding.

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