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All I Want For Christmas Is ...
Written on: 12/12/09 | Time: 9:23 PM
And you asked me what I want this year and I try to make this kind and clear, I don't need boxes wrapped in strings and designer love and empty things, I not going to be sappy and say "All I want for Christmas is you!". No, yenno what I really want for Christmas? I want Happiness .. I just wanna be happy. I wanna be able to wake up in the morning with a genuine smile, to go hang out with the people I love the most and know that I'm not faking any laughs, to live life to the fullest, without a care, without regret or doubt in my mind, to be able to go home and know that I'm wanted and feel like I actually belong there, to know that everything is alright and I don't have to struggle with anything, to be able to go to bed at night knowing I don't have to cry myself to sleep, I wanna know that it's not the end of the world and I got so much to live for, I wanna be able to see that there's still love out there, but I shouldn't worry about it now, I want to be able to feel safe and not alone for once, I want no more fuss, stress, tears, anxiety attacks, no more cuts, and bruises that hurt me physically, emotionally and mentally .. I don't want anything store bought, cause I know that it won't make me happy. Yea, sure I'll be happy for the meantime, but I won't be happy all the time. So all I want for Christmas, is something money can't buy .. I want HAPPINESS.Santa Please? .. I'm trying to be good, is it enough for just one wish ..? What is Happiness though? .. Apparently, happiness is a state of well-being characterized by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy. But what causes happiness? Is it friends, family, the small things in life or the big ones? Is it love? .. Honestly, I don't care if happiness is watching a crappy movie with someone special, or sleeping over at a friend's house during a winter storm and waiting for the morning to have a snowball fight, or just a small christmas gift or card from someone you haven't heard from for centuries. Whatever it is, I don't care, as long as it can make me smile .. cause if it can make me smile effortlessly, then that .. that's happiness to me. You're My Superhero
Written on: 12/5/09 | Time: 3:48 PM
Sometime in life, you find a special person, it doesn't matter when, where or how. There that someone who changes your life just by being part of it. That someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop, who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, they lift you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. They get you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, they always follow. If you lose your way, they guide you and cheers you on. This someone holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay.Quite frankly, I found that special person and he has no idea how grateful I am that he's always there for me, no matter what. He is probably the only person I can really tell my soul to, who can relate to me like no other, who I can laugh with to no extent, who I can cry to when times are tough, and who can help me with the problems of my life. I don't care what people think, when I tell them your my best friend, cause they don't know the great things you do for me and how much you care. I hope you know I would not be the person I am today without him, he taught me so many things like to trust and to be strong and smile, he let me experience many things like love, he showed me things I never thought was possible, and made me a better person than I was before.. Sure, I may be hitting rock bottom right now, but just watch me - because of him, I'll be better than I was before, I can bet you money on that. He is no doubt the best thing that has ever happen to me by far. Thanks Bee for ev'rything, for being the friend who's always believed in me no matter how many times I've disappointed you, for always understanding how I was feeling and why, for always accepting me when no one else did and for always being there to protect me from anything, or anyone. Thanks for being there, thanks for being my family .. <3 |
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Okay right off the bat, I'm in my last year of Notre Dame CSS, although I'm 17 I never act my age, I'm constantly reminded I act like a child, but who cares? being a kid is so much fun!
I find happiness in cartoons especially Pokemon, I like stuff animals as girly as that seems. I love track and field and yet I don't run anymore, fail - lol. I love music, listening to it, playing it, `cause yes I can play an instrument (Alto Saxamophone & Guitar),
but I don't love music theory, I'm pretty bad at that! I may sound like a piggy, but I love food. A LOT and apparently, I have a bottomless pit as a stomach and
I have this forbidden love for MacDonalds, horrible addiction to Coke and frequent sugar highs, no lie those are the best highs. I'm talented when it comes to drawing
and tend to doodle a lot in class. tsk tsk! I tend to waste my time playing solitaire because it helps me calm down as weird as it seems.